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[Mar. 31st, 2005|08:58 am] |
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look at the stars
look how they shine for you
and everything you do
yeah they were all yellow
I came along
I wrote a song for you
and all the things you do
and it was called yellow
So then I took my turn
oh wh at a thing to have done
and it was all yellow
your skin
oh yeah your skin and bones
turn into something beautiful
and you know
you know I LOVE YOU so
you know I LOVE YOU so
I swam across
I jumped across for you
oh what a thing to do
'cos you were all yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
oh what a thing to do
and it was all yellow
and your skin
oh yeah your skin and bones
turn into something beautiful
and you know
FOR YOU I bleed myself dry
FOR YOU I bleed myself dry
it's true
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars
look how they shine for you
and all the things that you do
mhm.
i love coldplay.
im in 1st period &muchos bored.
&i cant get onto my exanga...btw for everyone who doesnt know i changed to xanga- Summers_steller_gaze
add me.
Your eyes, your concrete eyes.
Cross crisscross my path...
Walking in circular patterns.
Shoe shine your ammo, polish your metal.
I need not your wicked weapons.
My war is not with someone like you.
A string of that is not my own strings between.
Increase time and it will fall into place.
A sword and my heart.
So much so that it makes it’s way through my throat giving me thought to speak.
This becomes my pistol.
This becomes my dagger of my time.
Don’t sell out
It all comes to.
This becomes your future.
Unseen war.
Your weapons are useless.
Drop the gun.
Golden gun.
Like bringing a knive to a gun fight |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|06:47 pm] |
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| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | John Lennon <3 | ] |
They lied to you when they said you couldn't breathe underwater. I lied too when I said I was hard, because I'm softer than a thrift store sweater and twice as worn in. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 10th, 2005|05:41 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mars Volta | ] |
so today was cool. i had to drive w a driving instructor today with crystal and we ended up spening our 3 hour driving class at fazolies and running errands. we even went to the mall. it was great. i hung out with sarah last night which was fun. we must do it again. uh thats basically the excitment of my week. and saturday im going up to toccoa till around 4pm to help my aunt with her horeses and hopefully get some riding in since i havent done that for... a while.. like 2 years. ha.
im going to stop updatating on my oh-so-intresting life if no one is going to bother commenting anymore.
blah. later <3 |
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[Mar. 9th, 2005|02:46 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
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| | rawr | ] |
its been a blah day. still grounded. i have church tonight and i intend to be there.
What would you do if:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
What do you think of
my eyes:
my face:
my hair:
my smile:
my clothes:
my personality:
me:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone? |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|03:14 pm] |
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| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bob dylan | ] |
Blah. today was okay. we had to sign up for all of our classes next year which is a drag but owell. its all good. so ya. yup whatever.
have a good day <3
im super stressed. i have 2 essay/project/final thingys that i totally forgot about and theyr both due on thursday or tomorrow, i forget so ya i better get those done.
Name - Jess
DOB - May 23
Hometown - Langley
Religion - christian
Weight - hahaha......good one.
Height - 5'5...5'6?
Where do you live – bleh GA
3 words that sum you up – awesome, cool, badass (im soooo kidding about all of those..haha)
DESCRIBE YOUR
Wallet – a way neato green grannie wallet..with a rabbit riding a star on the front.
Headgear – ???
Toothbrush – white and blue
Jewelry worn daily – green star braclet and hair bands haha.
Pillow cover – i have a white one and a green one
Blanket – black and white
Coffee cup – theres like a bajillion different coffee cups that i use.
Sunglasses – giant Red ones that i never wear...and a pair of huge black grannie glasses
Shoes - alot- too many
Cologne/Perfume – clinque happy heart
CD in stereo right now -...i don't think that i have a cd in my stereo right now.
Tattoos – i don't have one
Piercings – just my ears.
What you are wearing now – boxers and a sweatshirt.
Hair – ewww. terrible
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
In my head – nothing???
Wishing – something...
After this – im going to write my two book reports and essay for tomorrow. ha. not. ill probably call someone
Talking to - no one.
Eating – water.
Attractions/Turn ons – a cute..funny..quick whitted boy.
People you wish you could see right now – no one really...
Is next to you – report papers. ick.
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month- hmm. good one. idk. i think im secretly grounded
The last thing you ate – water
The last thing you drank - water
Something that you are deathly afraid of - being alone in the dark, and heights.
What’s your favorite animal – puppys
Do you like hot wax - not really.
Do you like the taste of blood – ummm.....no.
Do you believe in Love - yes.
Do you believe in soul mates – yes.
Do you believe in love at first sight – sure...why not.
Do you believe in Heaven – yes.
Do you believe in forgiveness – yes.
Do you believe in God – yes.
Do you smoke - no
Do you drink - eh...no.
If so, when was the last time - a while ago.
What do you want done with your body when you die – i don't want anything done with my body...i just want to be buried.
Who is your worst enemy – kernal sanders.
If you could have any animal for a pet what is it - idk
What is the latest you've ever stayed up – all day and night??
Ever been to Belgium – nope...but i've had a belgium waffle
Can you eat with chopsticks – cha.
What's your favorite coin – i like quarters.
What are 5 places you wouldn't mind relocating to – California, England, Florida, Nevada, Somewhere in south america. idk, anywhere othre than Georgia
What are some of your favorite pig out foods – everything.
What's something that you wish people would understand - pretty much everything.
What's something you wish you could understand better – math..ya
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - lots of people |
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| its only 1030. this days gonna dragg |
[Mar. 7th, 2005|10:14 am] |
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| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | snow patrol | ] |
HAPPY TEACHER WORK DAY.
last night was great. i saw justin! and i finally met Russle (rus) w/e. hes a funny kid. me katie and christie met up at will logans or something (some wierd hippy bar place.) lol literally there were loads of hippys there. it was great fun though. we watched miles and justins band play they did about 6 songs. then after we all hung out at these pool tables. and drank iced tea cus were cool like that. haha. then Justin had to leave cus he had to drive to his dads house cus he had soccer practice on mondya =( so i barley gott o talk to justin. but after he left miles had to leave to fill his Jeep Wrangler up. so me katie christie Rus and Brian all decided to drive over to christies house to hang out for a while then i totally forgot i had to be at church so i went to christies house for about 15 mins and ate something. then when miles came over him and rus took me to church and practically everyone had left except paige. so i talked to her for a while. then i talked to ashley and josh till my dad came.
then i went home. watched tv and talked to travis on the phone.
oh and sunday morning iw ent to calvary. cus my dad was going to a soccer game and he wasnt going to church. so i got dropped off there. and went to the service and sat with ashers. ya thats about it.
<3 |
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| BROOKWOOD VS SHILOH |
[Mar. 4th, 2005|09:29 pm] |
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| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dead poetic | ] |
the soccer game was awesome. i went with my dad and travis but when we got there my dad met with roy so me and travis sort of just went and sat on our own for a little while. the game was so tense dude. we played shiloh. and Brett of course was the only player that i watched. haha. not really but anyways. Travis had to leave to go to Nicks party so i was like sitting on my own then i saw allyssa and some of her friends and said hey to them. then i saw bob from church and trvis W who is the coolest ninth grader i know. but yeah the game was super tense and BHS and SHS drew 0 to 0- ughhhhh i was so destraught me my dad and roy were like the yellers of the group it was funny cus these girls who got all dressed up to come to a freakin soccer game kept looking around at us. i felt like yellin right in their ears. haha. sorry. anyways. me and my dad left straight after the game which was annying cus i wanted to talk to Brett and wes and Drew but Brett called me when i was on my way home so now im happpppppy=)!!!
ya so now the rest ofd my exciting night is going to consist of watching numerous movies probablyt ill i fall asleep amnd maybe ill call katie since shes grounded too.
<3 |
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| Thank God you weren't there to watch me hit bottom. |
[Mar. 4th, 2005|02:54 pm] |
travis is here...=)i cant see katie or christie untill further notice. this sucks.
but its okay. i can still go to church and see ash and i guess church people which is good. me and my dad are going to a soccer game tonight at brookwood since i have nothing to do. but im glad itll be some cool bonding time with my padre. damn. its a three day weekend and the weather doesnt actually suck for once. and im grounded. but people can still come over here...
!!!!!!!!!!i saw ender today when i got home. he was leaving matts hosue. it was great i miss that kid so much. He invited me to come hang out with him tomnight but yeah theres no way thats ognna happen... wow.
hmm... me and ash are okay now. it was so wierd cus i thought she was mad at me for some reason but it turns out she thought i was mad at ehr. and i guess i might have overreacted a little bit about wednesday night but we got everything cleared out last night and the fact is ASH is my best friend and i didnt mean to overreact like i did. i was just scared. love you hun! and im sorry.
we're locked and loaded- Sunday night Miles and Justins band is playing. now i just have to talk my dad into letting me go.. |
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| Everybody Needs A Little Devastation |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|04:07 pm] |
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last night was probably personally the scarriest night for me. me katie and christie came to church early and decided to go to starbucks cus we didntr eally want to sit around the church and do nothin. so we get to starbucks and it was starting to get dark. so we get our coffees and sit down adn talk like for about 30 minutes. then we decide that we need to head back to church cus it was like 15 minutes till the service started. so we were making a left turn on to 78 from starbucks.a nd its really dark for some reason and these 3 cars are all pulling into starbucks at the same time were pulling out and the light for the oppostie traffic is red so katie decides to go ahead and go. and out of no where this huge white van hits the front of katies car. and the whole car jerks. and to make it worse the van keeps driving and katie starts crying.a dn christie was just like. katie keep going were not that far fromt he church and im just like in total shock. and then we drive like 4 ft. and we hear this huge bang and all of this scraping and were like what the fuck is that. and we just see the front bumper fly up and start dragging next to the car and were like fuck this isnt good. so we drive about a mile till we get to the harley davidson shop and we pull our car in there. and me and christie got out to look at the front of the car and were like ohh fuck this is bad. christie starts like crying. and katie comes out and she started crying too. and so i was trying to think of what to do and i was like well we cant call out parents(which we prob should have done) so i decided to call ashley. cus shes alway really calm in stuff like this and i knew shed be able to calm n=me down as soon as i called her.a nd i sort of had to be the one who was in control. so i called ash and i tried to tell her what was going on and finanly ashley and miss Rene show up and at first i was like oh man im so screwed. but then i relized why ash did it and she did the perfect thing cus if ms. rene wasnt there we were all pretty much screwed. so we talked for a few seconds and as soon as ms. rene looked at katies car she almost started crying. so ya just htat was dramatic. then we got into miss renes car except katie cus she had to drive her car tot he church. we had to get her front bumper into the car aswell. which took up most of the room. the whole time chritie was spazzing out which was really getting on my nerves. cus all she could really think about was getting in trouble with her parents. cus this was like the last straw for her with her parents. then on the way to the church we saw all of these police cars and fire trucks heading up to star bucks and we were like. wtf? but idk what happend there. all we knew was that the van left after it hit us. so yeah. umm then we got to the church parking lot and ms. denise was out there i dont know why so then she got involved and yea it was a huuuuge mess and christie was still spazzing out and katie called her mom. so me and christie went inside church straight to the back and christie calmed down then i started crying haha. cus i couldnt belvie what just happend. like if we could have been one inch more out it could have like spun the car and the whole car would have been smashed to pieces.so then christie and me decided to go sit down in the office area of the church for a little while and just calm down. then we decided to walk over to the double doors where mss. rene and mss. burrill.a nd kjatie allw ere and we saw them all talking to katie and her dad and her mom and lisa. and we were like ughh. they know we were int he car with them cus katies not supposed to be driving with anyone int he car yet which we all knew. so we were stupid int hat way too. cus her parents were only angry cus she had US int he car. then christie started spazzing out again and was like fuck hes going to call my dad and tell him all of this and me and katie arnt gonna be able to hang out any more.
then ms. rene and ms burril came back into the churcha nd took us into a prayer room place and we just sat there and trieed to calm christie down until zack finished with his sermon and decidee what he was gonna do. so finally he came and was like well were gonna tell your parents what happened. and i guess it all worked out. none of us are aloud to hang out anymore until we can show that were responsible and im also not aloud to spenmd my three day weekend with anyone whos not int he church. and i cant go on Spring break to Cocoa Beach FL anymore. which sucks. but i deserve it cus im an idiot.
but yeah katie has about 5,000 worth of damage to the front of her car. and christies parents dont want any of us hanging out cus were all bad influences on eachother i guess. but katies mom still likes still. thank goodness.
and thanks ASHLEY im so glad you came. idk what i would have done if u didnt come
ya i promise ill never be so stupid ever again. |
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| I only live once. so I dont care about being a fuck up sometimes |
[Mar. 1st, 2005|05:42 pm] |
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| | whatever | ] |
| [ | music |
| | modest mouse | ] |
sunay: went to grace. came home. talked to devon then went driving around with someone.then CC.sat with ash and thomas and seth and linsey. nick straightend his hair.it was a sort of boring night though.
monday: school. home.idk. phone with dani till like 1-ish
today: school. drivers ed. i was gonna go help out at CC with the setup but idecided to just be lazy and sit at hoem and do nothin.
i see justin friay night..possibly. were all going to katie bs to spend the night and hang out. then sunay night were all going to Miles concert. then saturay and monday idkwtf im doing. call me. i dont want to be around the house at all this week.
Bj im sorry about you aunt. and im sorry you cant go to her funeral. =(.
Jamie T got expelled from school for beating up kerry. it so serves her right. no one liked her though.
wow people are getting on my nerves so much this week. idky. i dont really want to go to church tomorrow night. i want to do something different. but ill probably end up goin anyways.
i called like 5 people today just to talk but they all sort of had other things to do. whatever idc. me and travis are partners tomorrow for OA. score. thats gonna be fun.
yeaaah well later |
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